Why do I always get my hopes up?

Ashley • Ashley MB💜💗 Married 💍 and Girl Mom

Am I the only one who gets their hopes up? My husband and I have been seeing fertility specialist after learning of his low sperm count, and my period is usually like clock work and I should have started today and I haven’t. I know there is less than 1% chance, but my head and heart just won’t listen to one another.