Venting

My so just made an argument in front of he’s friend telling me that I’m the problem that nobody ever comes around me because I’m the problem and so I asked him how am I the problem and he said because of the way you are so I asked him how am I ?? And who is everyone ??? And he said because you are a bitch and you act awkward around everyone but that’s your personality and I can’t change you because that’s how you are.

Never in my life have I ever been rude to anyone nor did I close my house door on anyone that has ever come over. So I asked him to explain to me more because I don’t understand him how he states it’s my fault no one ever comes over to visit him....

FYI he doesn’t really have any friends that really came over but one but he’s girl doesn’t like me because he got with two of my friends when he claim he was single until we ended finding out he had a girl but somehow that’s my fault..

He sister doesn’t come over because we had a disagreement but that made it my fault....

I apologize to her just to be the bigger person but that is still my fault well fuck there nothing I can really do to make people come visit him.

Omg girls this shit just broke me even more because I never even new he thought of me being a problem to he’s life because nobody come over to visit him... then he tried to change it saying him family doesn’t come over because of me my two kids haven’t been home this week because we only have one car since he’s car broke down and he is taking the truck to work. And I been having my kids stay over at my moms house because they are enrolled in her district since I was working at the time and would drop the kids at her house but somehow that’s my fault. We go check on the kids after he gets off work and take them to practice we stay over there until it’s bed time. He made me feel like the worst mom ever because my kids haven’t been home and that shit killed me because I love my kids so much and I would do anything for them he is not the biological father but he’s been taking care of them like there are he’s,

I am so embarrassed he would even said that to me in front of he’s friend and he blame me for that too