TTC with one ovary

I found out two years ago I had Endo after surgery to remove an ovary due to a very damaging cyst. I had been TTC with no luck... I’ve done the lupron & am now on BC because I wasn’t ready to have a baby alone.. I recently lost my job so that means no health care to check on myself during this stage... I just want to make sure I’m able to when the time is right.. I hate the fear, and being sad when I hear other announce their new bundle coming.. I constantly feel less of a woman because of this.. and I fear it will be difficult TC with one ovary. I just want my miracle baby and a happy family. I am patiently waiting for gods blessing but hate that I question why it hasn’t happened.. I feel as if I’m being punished for something, so I cry and pray for forgiveness. I’m just a young woman praying for a miracle. 🙏🏽💕