This is just a backstory because I have nobody to talk to and yet I haven’t slept because I keep on crying. However I know I did the right thing it just breaks me.

Me and my ex mans where dating for 1 and 6 months already but our relationship was bad from the start. He would text other girls saying hey gorgeous we would almost fight every single day and I would have sex with my ex before him multiple times and I knew he cheated on me too. ( I know dick move) anyways the reason why we stayed was because we were so used to each other we got used to our routines and we did fall in love but in the unhealthy way. He had horrible anger issues as did I but his were destructive.

So yesterday night I closed my work we were in the car about to leave then I realized some shit that he lied to me and I was 100% sure he was cheating on me. So I confronted him and he yelled at me so loud his eyes for big he had anger in his voice and he grabbed my arm. I was scared because I really thought he was going to hit me I really did so I ran out the car into a store that has a bathroom and I stayed there I didn’t know who to call honestly to pick me up because I really was scared of him. So after calling multiple people that didn’t answer I finally decided to call my ex to pick me up and he did. When he told me he was outside I ran to his car and my mans started hitting the car and chasing after us. I’ve never felt so scared in my life.

My mans later calls my ex the one that picked me up saying “I’m done with her you can have her, I don’t want anything to do with her.” I was heartbroken... then he calls me saying “ I don’t want anything from you. You stupid bitch then hung up.”

Y’all idek I feel I’m in the wrong here but also I feel like he should of never lied to me where he was at in the first place and never ever should go yelled at me. Yes I know me calling my ex was a dick move but honestly I thought my mans was going to hit me and I knew my ex would defend me if he had he chance.

Anyways please let me know your thoughts I’m confused and I haven’t slept...