I think I'm cheating

Before the post don't get mad alright this is my descion* and you can't control me alright good.

So lately my Bf hasn't been paying attention to me * look I'm not a attention whore* but like I've been showing him that I wanna be touched down there and he hasn't been able to because of school and so this guy had hit me up on Snap and we were just playing 21 questions and all dirty and clean so we had came across the idea of having sex together.. right so I'm cool with it * don't think I didn't include my bfs feelings on cheating* an all so this upcoming Monday we may do SOMETHING freaky butttttt I'm over here nl sending him nudes and videos of me fingering so last night on Feb 2 we decided to video chat with each other of us *him jacking off me fingering* so yeah am I cheating??? *edit* I didn't sleep with the dude on Monday so chill TF out but I told him and so was he talking to another chick yeah ik I get what I deserve.... I was just asking jeez...