I have a good bf but I feel like I need extra attention lately because he has calmed down on compliments lately...I have issues with my weight and this is also the month I got raped and fathered a child for my rapist... he says he tells me everyday and he does but it seems like I have to get it out of him... I have to beg for him to do it.... he is always so focused on playing 2k if he can remember or be so anxious to play 2k and I never complain about him playing the game...why can’t he just remember to give me that extra push everyday... I know I’m not a ugly person but not having family here for me has caused me to lean on him for most of my support... I have a friend but she needs more support from me than I need from here. And I hate telling her all my issues when I have a bf... I don’t know what to do I’m tired of asking him to go that extra mile for me... on the other hand we don’t have problems with cheating or anything and he is wonderful with my kids... he always brings up that he does compliment me... I just need more... he shows a lot of attention to that form game... I cried my eyes out last night because last night was the day I got raped... maybe I’m feeling down...but I always go the extra mile and I don’t think this is a lot to ask 😕😔