Tv Obsessed

Hey you guys I don't kno if I'm weird lol or is it others like me well I've been trying to conceive with my 4th child but so far nothin and we've been trying for 11mnths😔 I didn't have to try as hard with my others children but this time it's frustrating.. I eat sleep and crave to become pregnant smh I won't attend baby showers etc bc I will begin to cry.. When ppl tell me their pregnant it's bittersweet for me I'm happy for them but at the same time I wish it could be me 2.. I take prenatal vitamins +folic acid vitamins plus do anything else thts supposed to boost my fertility... How do I stop thinking about it please  all advice is welcomed 😊