Oh gosh Valentines Day...

I’m not gonna lie. I don’t exactly like Valentines Day. The reason being my first suicide attempt was on Valentines Day. When I was little I used to like Valentines. It was a day to celebrate the ones you love (in my case at the time, just my family) and we all showed it more on that day. Although the meaning of Valentines has t changed for me it still reminds me of the immense amounts of pain I was in. I’m in 8th grade and the first attempt was in 5th grade. Every Valentines since then wasn’t so pleasant especially because I also happened to have a lot of family issues since then for a different reason. This year I’m completely passed suicide, I’m in a good place with my sister and my grandma, decent place with my mom, I have a boyfriend and we’re madly in love with each other so I feel like this Valentines will

Be different :) maybe this will be the Valentines that puts a good picture of Valentines in my head :3 idk I’ll try to remember to update after Valentines. Yes I know it’s way too early to be taking about Valentines but I thought I’d take it off my chest lol