So i had my doctors appointment 36 weeks, worst appointment ever. Trying to figure out how much your dialated really hurts. It was so uncomfortable. She told me my mucus plug was about to come out and im 2 cm dialted . So now im freaking out. This morning i think i lost my mucus plug. Something big and slimy looking tmi sorry. But i am not ready. I feel like most people are ready and im the only one asking this baby to give me a few more weeks. His room isnt done , mostly because my feet have been so swollen, its hard to move and our apartment flooded so i am currently sleeping on the couch until maintnence fixes it.  I still havent packed my hospital bag, i def dont feel ready to go to the hospital and push or be in pain. Im just really scared. Someone calm my nerves please 😣