So I now have a six month old boy that I absolutely love with all my heart, yes I am pregnant again and 11 weeks in. This of course was not planned but it's happened and I'm taking it in as best as I can. Well two weeks ago i was placed on light activity because I have a hemorrhage. I'm out of work for three weeks. I am getting to enjoy my baby boy as much as I can. But I just feel like I'm more down and I should be excited to have another baby, granted once I saw all the blood from the hemorrhage that's when i realized I could not bear to lose this baby. But it's also hard for me to enjoy this pregnancy with everything in my life going on. I also feel like when I announce this pregnancy of course if my hemorrhage heals there will be a lot of judgement. I dont know I guess I'm just looking for some positivity from you moms. I don't mean to be a downer but it's hard with everything going on. I do have an amazing family and husband that is helping best they can but its not them that's pregnant trying to handle this its me. I guess I'm just looking for some advice on how to get out of my moodiness and get excited for an unexpected baby to come.