7 days late, slight pink in my CM.

👑💞Salleah💞👑

I have NEVER been more than 5 or 6 days late, besides when I found out I was pregnant last year. I took a HPT on Friday night and got a BFN. But AF still haven't made her arrival. I have cramping like crazy and major sore boobs for over a week now. On top of other emotional and physical symptoms I've been having on this baby making rollercoaster ride. Earlier today when I went to wiped, I see a hint of pink mixed in my CM then nothing. (TMI) So I little bit ago a put one finger up there just to see, and there is still pink mixed with my CM when I wiped it on a tissue. I'm still cramping and even though I got a BFN Friday night, I was still somewhat hoping of this being my month. Especially since AF is still a no show. But now that there's some pink mixed in, I feel like AF is going to show up any second. It just breaks my heart because I really wanted this to be it. All the signs were there, but now I feel so discouraged. I just want my rainbow baby and to complete our little family 😔😢😭 I seriously feel like crying. Why can't we just get our baby already 💔?