Popped my own 🍒..

So I have been with my boyfriend for 3 and a half years and he was my love that I lost my virginity to. sex with him has been so great and I can't seem to get enough of him!🙈 My problem though is that I popped my own cherry while I was masturbating and I know it happened because there was a little bit of blood but enough to know what went down. I feel so guilty I let this happen though because I always thought my boyfriend would be the one to pop it since he was the first guy I had sex with. Has this happened to anyone? Also, should I feel guilty I let it happen?