Boudoir photos? Have you had them done?how did you feel about them?

I've been think about getting some boudoir photos don't of me an then of me an my boyfriend...I'm just so nervous ugh so I'm the type of person who plays it off like they love their body... but honestly I'm so self-conscious it's horrible so I feel like maybe if I get these done it'll help me realize how beautiful and sexy I really am...so what's your guys opinions? Have you ever had them done? Did they turn out amazing? Like just how you planned, or did they just make you feel worse about yourself?