i need to vent😭

I'm going to go anonymous because i might regret posting this later on but I'm deep in my feelings that I don't know what to do.. my husband and I have been married for a couple of years been high school sweet hearts and all yess weve had our ups and downs but nothing like last night's... we got into the stupidest argument and caused it too lead to me calling my parents to pick me up (I'm 23yrs) it got so bad that he put his hands on me and that's when I said enough is enough my father picked me and my baby up so we're spending the night at my parents I just put her too sleep and I can't help myself from crying.. where did all go wrong.. he was never like this.. I feel so stupid for crying and for loving him.. I don't want our little family to b apart but of course I want what's best for my baby.. idk what to do I'm going crazy just sitting here silently crying... I have so many emotions and thoughts running threw my head and all I can think about is what now? where do I go from here?? I'm so emotionally drained:/ and it hurts me more because my baby saw how everything went down and she got scared.. I never want my baby to go threw something like this so it breaks me because of her.. thanks for reading .