Af came today :(

I'm feeling so depressed. It was the first real cycle after a m/c so I knew it wouldn't be that easy but I really had my hopes up. We hadn't been trying but weren't preventing when we had originally conceived so actually ttc is stressful and I want it 100x more after the m/c. I swore I was having symptoms but obviously it was pms. I'm rambling but thanks for listening. Good luck to everyone else, though.