I’ve been TTCing for over 18 months I’ve had two miscarriages already.

This month I had to have blood tests that investigated weather I ovulated, I had and my doctor said that the result doesn’t look right as there hormone that causes you to shed your uterus lining wasn’t there, I said that I hadn’t come on yet and in pregnancy tests I had taken there was a very faint line she did a test there too and confirmed there was a faint line but she said she’d expect it to be darker/ more visible at this stage. She said my results would be similar if I was pregnant and therefore it is lightly that I am pregnant.

However this morning I woke up in a lot of pain, I have continued to be in a lot of pain since, and 7 hours ago I started bleeding quite heavily I am going though a one pad very hour and I just feel so defeated right now and I can’t help that it’s my own fault for getting excited 😭