Frustrated...

Lindsay • Just a small town girl with big dreams and hopefully a little one soon :)
These mood swings have me all screwed up. I take everything seriously, I'm irritable, irrational and everything someone says that's out of the way- hurts my feelings and I cry. I get emotional watching movies, hearing songs... 
Today, jokingly through a text, my boyfriend said "Bipolar much?" And instead of laughing it off- I took it to heart and blew up at him... Which, of course, leads into 8 million other underlying feelings that have been covered up for a while. I'm just... I'm tired of being this grumpy and moody! I feel like crap afterward, every time. But I can't apologize because, even though I over reacted, my feelings and emotions are validated through what's been said/being said. 😔😔😔