Currently

So my Ex of two years relationahip ended early of last year wrote me from some random account to tell me how sorry he was that I was infertile. He also had to run in my face the fact that he has anewborn baby who he cheated on me with to have 🤔 I'm currently at my breaking point and that added The icing on the cake in my life. oh let's not forget he PROPOSED to the girl as he for two years was planning something for me .....He is such an as whole and apart of he wishes nothing but bad things on him the other half is like no don't wish those things bc then karma witch by the way is kicking my ass for no reason will attack me ....Great storey right 😕😕😟😞 Current iv been dating (In a Relationship ) for Four months 😑And it well I feel the same as I did two years ago maybe it's me letting all the negatives from my life consum my happiness or past relationships. I feel I have nothing to look forward to in relationahips now which causes my mind to dift off and cause detachment. I feel down about life most of the time , the other half I just pretend to b happy. I feel unnormal and just in a box! thanks for listening