Disappointing Orgasms ๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ™Š

Iโ€™m 3 weeks postpartum and Iโ€™ve experienced 2 orgasms since giving birth. First one was in my sleep from a dream and the second was from masturbation but no insertion cause I had an episiotomy. Both orgasms were different than they used to be and pretty disappointing honestly. I got the build up and it felt really good but then it was like I hit a wall and didnโ€™t feel any relief afterwards. ๐Ÿ˜ฌ