My husband and I have been trying for 10 months now and I'm really starting to lose hope. I find myself getting really depessed when I see others being able to hold their baby with such love and passion!! I just wish it would happen already!! I'm tired of all the negative test and false symptoms. If i can't have kids then I wanna know now so I can start all the test now.. My my family and friends both say to wait at least a year.. I'm tired of waiting. I've been using glow for a while now, I wonder if I should stop tracking my cycle for a bit because it's all stressing me out.