Insecurities

Marcel

For the longest time I’ve gotten so insecure of my body and overall life choices. Certain events lead to me losing a lot of weight and I was already slim as is. I’m below my BMI level, whereas in high school I was in great shape. I don’t play sports as much as I used to cause obviously now I’m living on my own and with work and school I can barely find time to eat more or work out. I’ve tried to look up ways to gain weight, have a healthier diet that will help me, but being very unstable in terms of finance and mental health, it’s very difficult to begin. I’m constantly worrying about how I’m going to pay bills and manage school and work that I barely have time to work on myself and I feel like it’s only making me feel worse. It’s gotten to the point where one of the sacrifices im making in order to save money is eat way less(which is not what I should be doing but still!). I’ve thought about take a semester off, but I enjoy school and don’t want to fall behind. I’m in desperate need of advice, I’m driving myself crazy.