5 weeks and Life is changing.. fast.. need support, can I write here?

I've been panicking and in denial since I found out. I'm scared, nervous, happy, anxious.. every existing emotion is running through my head at every second, of every day. I know I'm strong, and I have support... And ever since I can remember my only calling and want in life was to be a mother. And now that it's presented to me, I'm terrified. what if something goes wrong? how do i stay healthy during this? Will I be able to do it? Why can't I poop?! OPEN THIS MEDICINE BOTTLE FOR ME! too late.I'm already crying over it. Is anyone else going through this?! I'm not crazy right ?