Yesterday morning I found out that I was 5 weeks pregnant.

I’m only 18, and it’s my freshman year of college.

My emotions have been on a roller coaster. One moment I’m happy to pregnant but the next moment I’m sad because I know I can’t keep it.

Me and my partner have decided that we do not have the means to support a child at this moment, let alone support ourselves.

The goal is to finish college, get our dream jobs and create more stability in our lives. A baby will only get in the way of our possible opportunities.

A small part of me has been having a second thought about aborting my baby and I cry whenever the topic comes up about when and how we are going to go through with this abortion. And I feel like the longer I wait, the more attached I’m getting with my very small pumpkin seed baby.

I’m seeking advise to help me get though this rough time in my life.

Thank you