Weight

So I’m a little overweight right now like I wish I could have like 10 pounds less and I recognize that, not fat just could lose them to look better but my mom keeps giving me judging eyes everytime she see’s me eat something and starts “no don’t eat that has to many carbs” thing is I don’t even eat that much I eat like twice a day and she just makes me feel horrible and makes wanna starve myself because everytime I eat I feel like she’s judging me and watching me even when she’s not around even if it’s something super healthy. I hate it!