Sex after birth?

Sage • I have the most perfect daughter and handsome husband 💜💙 due with #2 on 5/2/21

Is it ever gonna be the same?! 😭 I’m a week PP and I haven’t gotten the courage to look at myself down there. I feel like I’m a mangled up mess even though I didn’t tear much. 😂 I LOVED sex before I had her so I’m so scared it’s gonna be painful or not pleasurable.