A few months ago, I got an abortion. I immediately knew I didn’t want it because I’m a broke college student and wasn’t really prepared to have a baby. I told my bf and he completely supported my decision. At first I felt okay about it, but now I’m starting to get sad. I keep wondering if it would’ve been a boy or girl. Or if it would’ve came out looking like me or the father. It all just makes me sad. This all really started after one of my friends just announced she was pregnant and after watching the video Kylie Jenner posted about her pregnancy journey. I just hope i can move past this.