Boyfriend keeps kicking me out
I just had a baby 10 weeks ago and my boyfriend and I are temporarily staying at his friend's house until my apartment is ready. Well over the past month he's been on some kind of power trip. He has anger issues and disagrees with me a lot about our newborn. Every time we disagree he tells me to get all my stuff and leave or he will tell his friend to call the cops. I have no choice so I go with 2 suitcases and a heavy backpack of belongings. He did it again today at 4 AM... Had me walking around the city of LA with all my belongings in the dark alone. We alternate feeding the baby at night to be fair. I fed him twice before bed while my bf took a nap, but he still came in the room when I was trying to sleep and tell me I have to feed him again in an hour. I said no and that it was gonna be his turn. He said if I was gonna be like that then to leave in the morning. I ignored him as I was tired. Fast forward to 4 AM, baby is crying to be fed and he wakes me up by repeatedly striking me in the back hard with his elbow asking me to get his bottle. Again I say no because it's his turn so his responsibility to get the bottle. He still demanded I get it while he sat there and I refused and asked why he woke me up during his turn. He then told me to get the fuck out and I said no, so he started grabbing all my things and put them by the front door. I was like fuck it, here we go again. This is how it's been going several times a week. It's sad and pathetic. Later he will always tell me to come back "without the attitude" and avoid apologizing. His bahavior resembles that of someone with borderline personality disorder. He cannot control his feelings, emotions, and his mental state is incredibly unstable. I keep going back because I have nowhere else to go and would be on the streets. That and my son being there. This is beyond fucked up. I want to leave him but have nowhere to go for myself and baby until mid March. He knows he has this power over me and he enjoys it. This is sickening and I'm exhausted from walking around with no sleep. Please lend me some insight, I am desperate to get out of this mess.
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