Terrified of miscarriage...

Anna

Anyone else really early and terrified of miscarriage? I'm so nervous that all day I check myself for symptoms and if I'm not having them all, I'm worried. I am nervous that there won't be a heartbeat at my ultrasound. 4w4d, so still really early and not a ton of symptoms. I haven't had any bleeding but still it seems so new and fragile and mysterious. We have been TTC for 6 years and this pregnancy is a huge surprise.