I hate kids. ✋🏻

So I'm posting this as anonymous because I'm almost too embarrassed to talk about it. I'm 13 weeks pregnant and I hate kids. I've been watching my boyfriends niece and nephews (age 5,7,14) and I literally couldn't imagine dealing with them in a daily basis. They are SO annoying and I have absolutely no patience for them whatsoever. I didn't see myself ever getting pregnant and then it happened so now I'm just dealing with it. Are there any parents out there that didn't want kids and then had one. Is it really different when they are your own?