My beautiful rainbow baby

About two years ago I had a miscarriage with my first pregnancy. On January 9th I found out I was finally pregnant again but I was so early I was nervous the whole time leading up to now. I’ve been soo so sick and have been to the hospital three times already to get fluids from being so dehydrated and I’m about 8 weeks 4 days. So when I went to the ER yesterday again I didn’t expect it’d go as it did.. they gave me fluids checked my blood and told me everything was fine. Did an ultrasound and wouldn’t let me see the screen at all. They wouldn’t tell me a thing. After about an hour or more the nurse came in and seemed confused when we didn’t get pictures of the ultrasound and didn’t hear anything about it. She apparently didn’t know that me and my mom were expecting the worst news and she said “everything is okay the baby is healthy...” I immediately started asking her if she meant me and me and my mom started balling our eyes out together. My boyfriend also hugged me with his eyes full of tears and the nurse looked so confused but we explained to her why it was such an emotional thing since my last pregnancy was so traumatic . She then went to her computer, brought up the pictures and turned the screen so I could see my healthy little gummy bear with a 180 heart rate ❤️❤️❤️❤️ bittersweet day and I still can’t believe it.