Should I just get over it?

Since I’ve been pregnant I’ve gained almost 40 pounds, feelings really terrible about myself and my body at this point (I’ve always been really tiny and in shape so this is all new to me).

My boyfriend and i havent had sex since January 1st, I’m by no means sexually frustrated or anything just kind of worried. Last night I woke up in the middle of the night (he has been sleeping on the couch because he stays up playing video games and “doesn’t want to wake me up”) I walk into the living room and his phones on his chest and he has the “I’m not doing anything😳” look on his face.

Obviously watching porn (big whoop, I know he watches it. Does not bother me and he knows that) what does bother me is the fact that he’d rather watch porn and screw his hand than he would me. I mean dead serious hasn’t touched me in over a month. I’ve been in a pretty down mood all day because I feel like it’s because of how I look now and the weight I’ve gained. I’ve tried to have sex and he’s “too tired” or “busy” so I kinda gave up.

Am I worrying over nothing or should I be worried? We’ve been together for over two years and I’m 26 weeks pregnant.. just feel like all the “spark” is gone. 😕