Guys, I feel so worthless. My dad and stepmom hate the idea of me having sex or masturbating. They don’t think it’s normal for teenagers to masturbate. All my dad does is tear me down, and my stepmom silently controls him. She never talks to us ( me or my siblings) about problems she has. She makes my dad do it. I miss my mom. I just want to leave home, I want to leave here. The only thing that makes me happy is my little sister. And she’s just getting brain washed into one of my stepmoms clones. I’m a senior in high school, and I just don’t have any motivation. I want to leave and go to college. I moved to a new school and I don’t know anyone here. I lost all my friends. I barely had any in the first place. My mom got diagnosed with schizophrenia. I haven’t been able to talk with her in over a year. I miss her so much.