mistakes were made

I decided tonight I was going to shave down there because it had been a while. I had the water on the whole time I was shaving. MISTAKE. It took forever because I was super fuzzy. Hot water ran out. then I still had to shower. It's 20°F outside. our whole house is freezing. so I took an ice cold shower as fast as I could and now I feel like there's still soap all over me and I feel unclean because it was cold. fuck. And I'm freezing getting out too because the damn house is cold as fuck. so now I'm sitting on my bed shivering and I don't feel clean.