Dear whomever is reading..

Lately there’s been this guy. But let me back up. Let me speak my mind..

My life has been all about growing up fast. Needing to grow up fast. Never having a childhood. Never wanting to face childish games. As I got to a dating stage. Relationships with the people of the same age as I am or close to the same age never worked. Younger or older by two years at least. But once I got to the age where technically age doesn’t matter anymore.. I have discovered this man.

Back to this guy. This guy makes me feel like a best friend. He makes me feel loved. We have these strong feelings for one another. Now you’re probably wondering, “what’s the big deal?” Well, age is. Of course not to me. I never believed in the whole age situation. And now you’re also wondering, “why the life story of growing up?” My thoughts are simply telling me that the reason why none of this bothers me is there’s no childish games. He sees me for me. He doesn’t treat me like a game or a toy that he can just pick up and throw away. I feel like I was meant to be with someone older because they’re mature. He’s been through so much. Just as me. He’s had people lie and cheat and feels like it’s not right. We get each other..

someone, please help.. I don’t know if this is right. Or if this wrong.

To me, it feels every bit of right. I think I’ve completely fallen for him. Everything about him makes me whole.