Just came from my 20 week scan and just realized that we are having a boy 🎉🎊🎉🎊 .

I lost my baby at 6 moths last year in June and immediately i heard i will be having a boy my heart sunk and I Immediately missed my baby girl, my daughter. (Please don’t misunderstand or misinterpret that am not thankful for my rainbow 🌈 baby, but in that moment I really missed his sister Chloe and had all along had hoped for a girl like Chloe.

Sitting in the car crying (yes i went alone, hubby was busy) because i do not want to go home sad and ruin my stepsons’ birthday......... plus no one will understand...

Thought i would share❤️