TWW is driving me crazy!

Going on 7 months trying for baby #2 and I’m 9dpo and praying this is my month. I’ve had the worst luck these last 7 months, miscarriage, lost my dog, car accident, my son broke his leg..just bad luck and I’m more than ready for my luck to turn around bc it’s stressing me out! It’s taking everything for me to not take a test everyday