Yesterday, after a really hard mom day, I held my 17 month old (while she slept) and I whispered "You deserve a better mommy" and in that moment I believed she would be better off with someone with more patience, with more money, more more more. This morning when we woke up we made cupcakes for Valentine's day, we played with stickers, we did some sensory activities, we danced, we sang and we had a healthy breakfast and lunch. Not every day is perfect, momming is hard, really hard but I would never give up motherhood. I will be the best mom I can be because she does deserve a better mommy, she deserves the best me I can be.