So my On and off boyfriend has been together makes 3 years toma Feb 14.15 ( Yes valentines how fucking cute right) but not every girl dreams so we been on and off mostly our relationship some ask why keep going back...why keep taking him back I can simply say he my soulmate I dated guys after the break up and I still I think about him and find out he doing the same with who he with so we tried again we broke up in June 2016 three months later he contact me saying he missed me but was in a relationship at first I told him we can be friends but hanging out old feeling came back up and I would witness him telling his girlfriend he was hanging with his bros while laying up with me I see him ignores her call and text while he with me but I couldn’t help feeling bad for her cause she has no idea ...so fast forwards a little it’s September I ask him is he going to leave her he simply told me he don’t know

I’m like so wtf ......I’m angry but sad I’m like you played me, making me think we finna work this out, planning on moving in together blah blah so he told me that and I went on his FB just moments after leaving me crying outside

He put her picture as his cover I instantly broke apart like went home crying my Fucking eyes my out ,in the mist of Cutting all his clothes ✂️✂️ something stop me and instantly I was going to get revenge

So I found her Facebook and inbox her that that he been laying up with me his ex while he supposing be breaking up with her .....Having sex with me while she calling him and etc but everytime he assuring me that it’s over between them until that day he pull a 360 out his mf ass.... so I screenshot messages from him he done with her I sent her videos of him at my house I sent her picture he sleep with me and so on and so on💁🏽‍♀️ she saying she try to break up with him and he wasn’t having it and she was in college he was doing this for her and that of course I felt some type of way but I listening to her and after our 20 mins talk I text and told him Karma a bitch hope they both enjoy they life... He asking me what did I do what did I tell her but little he know she and I spent the entire night talking about him....so fast forward a little the girl never left him ..took him back after all I told her and proof smh and about two months later he knocking back at my door asking for forgiveness

First thing pop up was “How I’m going to have fun with your mf ass and your feelings” he telling me how he fuck up and This that and other shyt half of me like omg come here and the other half I’m like 🔪🔪 so I’m decide to make him believe we was back on brung in the new year 2017 together allll the way up til June 2017 when he went ghost on my ass block me and deleted me and completely change the fucking game on me

I call....Voicemail I’m like ain’t this some mf shyt 😂😂😂😂 so I’m really not mad just surprise by his ass but no biggie I went 6 months not hearing from him....Not even contacting cause it was a loss cause ...I’m enjoying life working hard for my money (2 Jobs) Focus planning a trip with my family ....LIFE IS STRESSFREE..... but one day I’m On my way to work I get a text from him “can we talk” my fucking head ...

All I’m thinking is this mf ......He Ain’t Never Text Me...... so my first thing I do “ text our mutual friend he was like just see what he want I’m like ok ....I text back “ Yeah wasup” he said....Do I hate him... Me respond....Yes i do is that it....he goes on and on about how he need to get away and didn’t want to hurt me blah blah I heard this same shyt before so cry me a mf river...after FaceTime him he asked when I’m going to be home ...told him so he get his shyt and when he came over .... when I saw him for the first time in 6 months The man loss so much weight he was serious unrecognizable I asked him what tf going on he told me he been stress tf out over the six months haven’t been eating ...my first though was damn you homeless and he said no just been thinking about getting his life together and something was missing guess what it was......... It Was me

My dumb ass fall in the fucking dumb shyt again....so he we are it’s February 13.2018 one day before our on and off 3 year mark and guess what I think that girl is BACK.......... here’s my reason he added me back on FB and then deletes me saying he going to deactivate his profile I’m like why delete me just deactivate .... 2) i see he friends with her on there 3) I told him I don’t trust her due to another reason( I left out) and delete her and block her..... he told me is that a little HARSH....

And BAM!!!!!!! Now we here ....I’m writing cause I’m getting to old (24) where to the point I want to settle down compare being 21 dumb in love type shyt and I’m planning to move to California but if there a reason he might or is talking to her I’m Leaving ✈️🌴 not coming back