Baby Blues

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I'm not gonna lie. even though I haven't said it to anyone else. I really do miss being pregnant. I want another one so bad! My daughter is only 2 montus and my doctor has already prescribed me Birth Control which has been sitting at the pharmacy for the past week. I don't want to pick it up. Right now I'm like whatever happens, happens. Then my husband said she was gonna be our only one. 😱😱😱😱 Like NO! I'm not doing that to her. That's just cruel!(In my opinion it is). I try to imagine my life without having any siblings and it would've been a lonely life. I have 2 sisters that I love and hate at times. But nevertheless, I'm glad that I do have them! I told everyone we'd wait until our daughter was 2 to try again. but if it happens sooner, I'm not gonna complain. I just miss the kicks and bumps and seeing her grow. I miss all of that so much!