Eating disorder

I’ve only opened up to one of my really really close friends about this, but I thought I’d post anonymously on here for some advice. I’ve been struggling for about the past 3 months with bulimia. I’ve had weeks where I’d work out like crazy and weeks where I’d my myself throw up after eating things I shouldn’t eat. I’ve been trying to eat healthy but I always end up binging on things I shouldn’t eat and I can’t stop and I feel so guilty I make myself throw up. Then I try to workout the next day and make up for the binging. It’s so hard to stop because I just love sweets and junk food, even though I also love salad and healthy food. I know I should seek help I just was looking for some advice