The hits just keep coming....

Got preg quickly (2mo) last year and had a missed miscarriage and d&c. Didn't think anything could be worse. Then did tests and found out I had a uterine septum and had that surgically removed. Waited a few months and now after trying for 3 months I found out I'm not ovulating and will start Clomid next month. I just don't get it. It's so not fair and I am soooo ready to be a mom and with my angel baby due date coming up, I'm getting depressed. I just want  a baby more than anything. Almost ready to give up. I can only take so much pain. Just venting....