The TWW that never ends

The one time I got pregnant I had a 7 day heavy normal period and didnt get a BFP until a week after it was over. So for most people when they get there period they also get there answer that there not pregnant and they can deal with it and move on but for me it's like there's still hope because I know that I was pregnant before when I had thought I wasn't because of my period. I feel like I'm cursed because it's like my TWW never ends, by the time I'm completely convinced that I'm not pregnant I'm already ovulating again and entering into my TWW... This sucks, I just wish that we never would have miscarried and I didn't have to go through this every month...