Just need someone to talk to.

So yesterday I got electrocuted while I was attempting to curl my hair. I'm okay but I suffered electrical burns and nerve damage, plus my toe is really hurt after the electricity left my body. I remember the feeling vividly and I remember the survival instinct, the adrenaline... and despite all that I remember how hard it was to tear my hand away. I could've died but no one cares. My boyfriend is ignoring me, he knows what happened but he still doesn't want to talk to me. I feel so lonely and unloved.