Hello, back in September of 2016 I found out I was pregnant for the first time I already knew a name for my baby..Ezra..I was so happy but on October 24th of 2016 my doctor told me in her office that I had miscarried the baby.. I was blindsided I was thinking “I thought you had to bleed to have a miscarriage?I was actually bleeding internally which was dangerous. The next day I had a d&c; and every month after that d&c; was the most horrible/painful/agonizing months of my life. A few months went by after that and I fell into a deep depression. To have life taken right out of you is the worst feeling in the world something I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy... May 6, 2017 my bestfriend/my forever proposed to me. Our wedding day was set for October 21, 2017 just a few days shy of when I found out I lost Ezra. Our wedding was the best days of my life. It healed my pain I was smiling for the first time in I didn’t know how long. We missed our baby even though we didn’t know him/her we felt empty. In the beginning of January 2018 we decided to take a honeymoon. And on February 4th I was looking down at a positive pregnancy test. I am currently feeling great I have more symptoms than I did my first pregnancy and my Hcg levels are awesome. Thank you for letting me share my story.