It's Valentine's day..I'm waiting for my husband to get off work.. I was hoping my gift could be the "big news". That I could finally tell him it was our month. I had gotten my hopes up so high this month. I felt like I just knew.. unfortunately this is not the case. AF showed up today and crushed my hopes, yet again. It's been two years of ttc and honestly, it's just getting so much harder to stay positive. It seems to be so easy for everyone around me and I'm happy for them..I really am. But my heart breaks a little more every day. I just wish it were my month. I just want a little miracle of our own. 😭😖 I'm sorry it just sounds like I'm whining but I needed to get this off my chest...