Really Disappointed. 😓😭

Hello Ladies, I’ve been feeling so disappointed lately.... well because I have been wanting to get pregnant with baby number 2 for a long time but really haven’t tried. I have an almost 3 year old (Feb 28) Son And I want to have another baby so bad. I want to give him something I didn’t have and that is a sibling. Being an only child really sucks. Yeah you get everything for yourself but that’s no fun at all. I’ve been wanting to have another baby since he was around 2.... but my partner doesn’t. So I just don’t know what to do. But we made an agreement to only having 2 babies. (If it was up to him he would have our son.) He always tells me okay we will start trying and nothing he never tries. 😓 We were supposed to start trying back in (August 2017) and nothing. November 2017 came and he’s like okay in February 2018 we will try. And we have been having lots of sex but he still won’t try. I’m just so disappointed. The only thing I can do is pray to God that one day I can have another baby. And it’s a little heart breaking.