I had a miscarriage...

Michaela

Last Monday I had a miscarriage at work. I ended up going home that day and taking off the day after. The guy who would have been the father didn't even bother to check on me and see how I was. He told me I should just forget it ever happened. I've been having a really hard time with it and I'm pushing away all the people who actually care about me. My mom and I had a heart to heart because I've been a major bitch. She says that it's not just the miscarriage that I'm upset about. She says I'm jealous of my best friend and her boyfriend because he's so good for my best friend and her kids. All I've ever wanted was a guy like that. my question for y'all is: Is there a way to make everything easier? and I know I need to stop talking to the guy I was with but should I just block him or explain why I'm done? I just need unbiased opinions.