Baby Fever at young age?

Lylyxoxo • Daydreaming 🌸

A little bit about me :

I am 19, college freshman, living with family, no boyfriend, broke but I REALLY want a baby and I know that there is no way for me to have one now or even after I graduate college because i want to go to med school ( very expensive and long) . So I need advice on how to calm this baby fever down🤦🏾‍♀️ I am not trying to get pregnant but the feeling can be a little to much for me. I cry when I see baby pics/videos ,I get pretty jealous of new moms , I browse for baby stuff online,I daydream about my baby 24/7 . LITERALLY 24/7 and I don't think it's hormones . So please help 🙏🏾