Lost lost

I did a clear blue digital on Monday came bk pregnant 4-5week my bloods have just come and nurse said looks like u have had a early miscarriage their was no pregnancy in blood test 💔💔😭😭😭😭 all them tests I did 40 tests and they came back positive ☹️☹️☹️ I hope all the ppl who knew I was pregnant happy now and my so called husband happy now that I have lost it cos he had many excuses why he not ready to have a baby his very on first baby l... just been married to hm since Xmas eve... so hurt even tho it was small it was my baby 🍼