Dont get me wrong i love my child and everything. But its hard thing to be. A mom. A lot of people don’t realize it. Its a constant struggle.

My baby is a month old. She already starting to have colic symptoms, almost had pink eye, and now she cries when she eats and fights her sleep at night.

Im on the night shift all the time. My sleep schedule is messed up. I love being a mom because i get to kiss my baby someone who will always love me and i get to see her grow and smile and everything. But damn its HARD.

To those who want babies please be prepared. For those who ended up have unexpected pregnancy/babies; its the best crazy scary to be prepared for.

Sometimes i feel like i failed. Ive tried different bottles for my baby because she LOVES similac and also air -.- i have bought things that would help but doesnt. Buying appropriate clothes, taking her out is a hassle.

Im not complaining. Im happy that i have my little one. I just feel like my transition in life took a harder leap than i thought it would( i knew it was going to be hard, but not this hard)

I just feel like i dont know myself and that im a mom who is barely making it. So many migraines and sleepless nights and knowing what to do whats wrong or right taking her to the doctor

Anyone feel this way please no judge

When she was born versus

To now.

Its not depression. Its just a first time mom. Everything so new to me. On top of that my baby had been having tummy issues. So she hasn’t been sleep properly. My mom who came to visit is giving up and my husband works so he doesnt help as much. My mother in law will overfeed my child and start judging how i do things. But mainly its about my babys health that scares me. Shes not eating enough this started yesterday and shes been fighting sleep